on days like this, i wonder is it worth to hold on. why am i trying so hard. and will you do the same for me when the time comes.

i know the reason behind all our arguments is my lack of trust in you. can't blame me for that (i insist). i wonder will you do the same as what zino did?
would you put your work aside?
would you put me first?
would you come back to me?

i ask myself these questions everyday, and unfortunately i can't find an answer.
maybe this is the end. maybe i'll be the one that walks away soon. but till then. i'm just going to continue holding on