today's the last day of 2009. decided that i shall be nice. and since i shall be officially out of the school in a few hours time, i shall say my goodbye to the school here.

well initially in 2005, i hated the school. well maybe it was because of the people in my class. there were too many cliques and it was super hard to fit in. even if you were in one of the cliques, you would face backstabbing from people in your own clique which i found was disgusting. so i sort of formed this impression in my mind that st nicks was full of these people, plastic people. 2006 resulted in more or less the same impression, if not worse, as my class did not change. and i even wanted to b**b the school. but 3 loyalty 07 changed my mind. the class was super nice. full of friendly people. which the exception of some scholars. we bonded well, had fun. slowly my impression of the school changed. i did not feel that i WANTED to get out of the school. but 4loyalty was the bomb. i had lots of fun with the people there. broke lots and lots of stupid school rules. shared food ALL THE TIME in class, passed it round and teachers could not do anything to stop it. my teachers were also RELATIVELY nice with the exception of a few teachers whom i shall not mention. had horny quotes of the day, passed books with sex scenes round the class so that everyone can have a good laugh at it, read 100 sex facts on cleo in class. laughed non-stop, till my stomach ached. oh and attempted to COMPLETE ALL MY HOMEWORK IN CLASS so that i can study for the uncountable tests at home. oh and not to mention the fabulous time i had in cca, especially during sectional time. i know i was the object of all the teasing. but we sure had fun!

and i think the best part of my school life was studying with my friends during and after prelims. we had an EMO TABLE, which consisted of wenman, yihsin and me. i'm sure that we spent most of our time laughing our heads off at one another, but it was a good way of destressing. and how we screamed in the toilet and cym was in the class next to the toilet.

i had a wonderful time

thanks janeal for that post. you made me laugh even though i was feeling damn pissed. just thinking about your face drinking that 4 PACKETS OF SUGAR coffee made me laugh all over again. you really made my day

and teoliang, thanks for being there for me these 8years in the SAME CLASS. you really kept me company these years. lets try and make it 10 years (:

oh one more person. YIHSIN! my 'gay partner'! haha we share the same taste in almost EVERYTHING (: hahahaha and BECAUSE OF YOU, I HAVE SILENT LAUGHTER, AND VIBRATE ALL THE TIME! HMMP! (: (: (:

my turn to rant. and yes i am pissed (but unlike janeal, i do not eat a lot nor do i study when i'm pissed)

what the shit is wrong with you. you called to apologise. yes you said sorry so many times tonight that even with both our hands and feet, i would not be able to count them. you said that you didn't want to lose a friend like me. but have you ever spared a thought for me? were you there when i needed someone to talk to? seriously look. look at the uncountable times that you called to apologise to me. do you ever mean it? you said to give you one last chance. how many chances have i given you? you were one of the people whom i'm more patient towards. the way you insulted me, called me names (not that i care most of the time) and made super sarcastic remarks while i was trying to listen to you rant. that was the last straw. at that time, i was seriously pissed with you. i still remember the anger in me when i just put down the phone halfway. i didn't want to hear your voice anymore.

i hate it when you rake the past, remind me of how wonderful the past was. yet you fail to realise that our characters really clash. both of us are strong headed. refuse to listen to others. how the hell can we work together or even remain as friends when we quarrel all the time. yet tonight when i told you about this, you don't even bother to see my point of view. just continue apologising. and pretend that i didn't say anything. i was being sarcastic? why don't you look at yourself? maybe this was what it was meant to be, maybe we cannot even remain as friends. this was all a farce. the friendship that we tried to hold on to was no more than a flimsy thread. and i have no idea why my tears flowed. i hate it when i cannot control it. i don't even think you are worth my tears. i really really thought that we could be friends. thought that if i were more tolerant... well it's all over now.

okay there's not so much anger in me now (:

back from taekwondo about an hour ago and my legs are still sort of aching! damn shouldn't have tried to do that stupid side kick. my thigh hurts and my knee sort of hurts. but i shall PERSEVERE! coz i want my kick to be sort of perfect. and i realised that i used "sort of" 3 times in just three sentences.
by tues, my side kick will be better! jia yous myself!

i shall watch a walk to remember now (:

yesterday was my sixth consecutive day out and boy am i tired.

i had a mind not to go out yesterday, but it was a belated teacher's day celebration for my lp teacher! and it was also a great time for me to catch up with my lp friends.

we lunched at soul garden, my first time there! (i don't eat out very often, and even if i do, i go to food courts or fast food) ms ng looked as great as ever, company was great. and they tried to trick me into sitting opposite gerald, coz they said that we were always sitting opposite each other in class. haha. at first i was stone and said y? i thought someone was sitting at my seat or something (cause i went there later than the others) it was until gerald said that terrance was sitting there then did i realise what they were doing. okay not my fault. i wasn't in the class for a pretty long time! later yenping, dom, gerald and me went bowling. kept losing to stupid gerald by a few miserly points! and yenping kept winning. the score for her first game was 69 and we laughed at her. and at the 2nd game, we were telling her that later she get the same score.

i got owned at pool though. dom has a pool table at home! so he was super pro. but at least this time, i did not hit wild shots, and hit some good shots too, suprising everyone as well as myself. like there was this ball that dom said would be hard to get in, but i got it in. oh and yenping, she managed to in two balls with one shot! and dom also showed us that if the white ball was touching another ball, no matter which direction you hit the white ball, the coloured ball touching the white ball would still move in the forward direction! ( something that i didn't know!

found out on the train back that quinten had sex with his gf. quite shocking. and we were arguing whether to pity the girl or the guy. i'm still sitting on the fence. shouldn't pity both. maybe the girl wanted it herself. and the guy couldn't control his hormones.

that was the last straw. i'm never going to listen to you again. what's the point of apologizing when you don't mean it? really can't stand the sight of you

today's a HAPPY DAY. BUT STILL first i want to rant!

caroline pua!!! tell me that you are coming! and then... luckily i never wait for you! if not i would be waiting for ghost! haha okay i'm done. and the 'ghost word reminded me of what janeal said.

janeal: now you are standing in the middle. do you see anything?
me: see what
janeal: middle person supposed to be able to see ghost what
me: haha i see one. you lor (:

and while i was trying to be pissed calling CAROLINE PUA, janeal took a photo of me squatting beside the TODAY newspaper stand! and she said you look like that stand coz your bag is as red as the stand! -.- oh and i want that picture! haha want to know how unglam i look, squatting at one corner of the mrt. must have looked ridiculous!

the golden retriever at east coast was super cute. at least that entertained us while it was raining (: AND THE DOG LIKES ME! at least according to the owner. it was comfortable about rolling over for me (: yay!
conclusion: dogs like nice people like me! unlike janeal (: aww don't be sad (: haha

janeal says i'm the biggest crab. ( and that's for talking crap) BUT it takes one to know one. so therefore i conclude that janeal is a big crab too. and at least one of the biggest (: haha

sry nat. i think you were bored to tears. sry for not entertaining you ): janeal was too talkative! see lah naughty janeal

didn't eat lunch coz i was still full from my apple pie and subway cookie (: but i had donuts, TAKOPACHI, and my strawberry roll and the bai xue lian ren for dinner (: a little unusual but nvm

my legs are aching and the muscle spasm is starting again. i really hope it doesn't get worse like the last time, where i had to limp everywhere. and people stared at me and said "y is this person limping so badly". what a stupid question! people leg pain then will limp lah. stupid!

thanks natalie, janeal and chaiyi for being such great company (: even a boring outing like this can end up entertaining (:

came back from japan yesterday. was super tired. and woke up this morning with a throat that felt super weird. my lips are also peeling or rather my whole face is peeling. the weather is so freaking dry there.

in japan their arcade is filled with those kiapping (ufo catchers) machines. and the toys there are so freaking cute! oh oh and i managed to catch one stitch with the cap with a little help from the person in the shop! the guy was so nice. he after i tried one time and the stuffed toy went rather near the thing, he shifted it a bit nearer to make it easier. and by the third try, i HAD THE TOY! haha
minyi tried too (: and the person even told her how to catch it! as we couldn't understand jap, he practically moved the whole uf0 catcher, for her to see, point to her where the thing should hit and everything! but by that time she had already spent quite a fair bit of money on the machine (:
after that we watched this jap guy try to catch a super big stuffed toy with his group of friends. he was super desperate and had spent way more than 2000 yen (s$32). he was so desperate such that he even moved the person's hand to tell her where he wanted the toy to go! coz after a number of tries, the shop people would move the thing nearer to make it easier. and i was stand at one side, laughing at him.

food there was super nice and i'm STILL CRAVING FOR THAT BOWL OF CURRY KATSU DON! it's super nice! even though i ate it almost once every day!

i really don't like raw stuff. it tastes... raw -.-

Drina Teo! Aren't I smart? I fixed it within 10 minutes, hahahaha! -sticks tongue out &runs away-

PS: Check your drafts, hahaha! :D


okay i'm officially done with the stupid blogskin. my eyes are hurting from the stupid numbers! move up move down move left move right, make it wider, less wide. arrg. shouldn't have attempted in the first place. haha. but it was sort of fun INITIALLY, seeing how the thing move when the number changes. but after a while...

haha i think i must have sounded like an idiot on the phone with janeal. haha bet you have lots of fun laughing at me (: at least i provided entertainment (:

i think the pic on top sucks. but i don't care lah. i think i spent less than an hr on it. haha don't have much patience anymore ): shall do a better job the next time round i feel like doing (: actually i wanted it to be full of rafel nadal but after a while i didn't like his face anymore so i didn't put anymore of his pics and figured that taekwondo would be nicer. but i couldn't find enough nice pics of taekwondo. so this is the end result. super horrible but nvm. shall use the excuse of first attempt. (:

THANKS A MILLION JANEAL CHOO! I LOVE YOU LOTS!