i'm hurt beyond hurt. i don't know how to put this to you. maybe i've just given up hope on you. why must you keep doing this to me. if you don't have feelings for me anymore, i will just leave. i do not need you to keep breaking my heart. one moment you are kind, nice, awesome towards me. the other moment you are just flirting behind my back. so what if it's virtual. so what if you don't know the person. maybe you will be happier if i'm gone. maybe it's my fault that i made you this way maybe. just maybe. both of us would be better off without each other.