Tuesday, March 30, 2010 ♥
♥ 5:36 PM
outing with mummy/moon was fun :D went to a place called "old school" which i didn't even know existed. haha and i thought mummy how to camwhore with a dslr!! haha. to think that drina would cam whore. see lah s43! all your fault :p
time spent with her made me realise that i had so much fun in st nicks. especially during the last year spent there. made me realise that although i kept insisting on a transfer in the first two years spent there, it wasn't at all a wrong decision to go there in the first place. I think it was the only place that made me laugh so hard, study so hard and play so hard. not vj.
haha sorry mommy for ps-ing you today ):
i was really really glad for my econs results. but someone isn't. i thought that econs would save me from the screaming/shouting. apparently it didn't. what can i do? the two subjects that i studied the hardest for (chem and math) didn't do well at all. totally. what am i supposed to do now? she probably thinks that i'm some slacker who spends too much time on the phone. she probably thinks that i have a boyfriend too (which is totally not true). okay i didn't want to tell her my results immediately after i got it back coz i know that if i don't have a subject to cover that up, i would be DEAD. like totally dead. no more social life from tomorrow onwards kind of thing. apparently i was wrong. okay at least she didn't say that i'm spending too much time outside *beams*
you know sometimes i wish you would read this. then it wouldn't be so hard talking to you. i know how much effort i put into studying for that damn test. yes i know i kind of got distracted during the last week. but look. I FREAKING STUDIED AND DID ALL THAT I COULD before that. 1 week of studying a bit lesser wouldn't have been that bad. i don't show how i really feel in front of you now coz you wouldn't understand a single piece of shit that i say. look at how you treated my SAT results. you just didn't care about my feelings at all and just said that i was lousy. so what if i really am? can you just be supportive for once? i bet you didn't even know that i cried because of what you said. well. after all you don't really seem to care. what difference does it make?
and what am i supposed to do with you now? i shouldn't have said that to you.
Sunday, March 21, 2010 ♥
♥ 6:11 PM
thanks so much for yesterday :D haha. damage control person :D be my les partner?
i love you guys :D
Tuesday, March 02, 2010 ♥
♥ 8:08 PM
i decided to put my trust in you again last night. but you just had to make me lose that again. why. why can't you just keep to what you say? just for one night. all you had to was break my trust again. you know what. i'm never going to trust you. never ever again. it was stupid of me to believe in you in the first place. like i said 1 year ago. this entire thing is a farce. i don't know what i'm doing any more.
come on get back to studying!!! you slacker. stop being so stupid. stop giving him chances. just stop all these nonsense.
the SMART ONE. ♥
♥ The Lover.