Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ♥
moving out ): ♥ 8:49 PM
st nicks has officially moved to the holding site. however, when i went there, i totally had no feeling there. and if you were to make me picture st nicks, i still see the new specs stand, old specs stand and the control room there. well i suppose that was the first impression i have of st nicks and it will kind of remain there. the control room there is SUPER SMALL. and i thought that the original one at the hall is pathetic enough. not only is the control room there small, there's like no ventilation. there's only one small window in which when you look out, you see a red patch (curtain). haha how pathetic right? okay enough about the school
outing was fun :D and i shouldn't have experimented with the nail polish there. my finger or rather my thumb hurts now. hope that it doesn't get swollen ):
i don't know why, but i suddenly realise that i no longer trust guys. i guess it's because of that damn person. i hate him. i trusted him and then he made me feel like i didn't matter. what the fuck is wrong with him? or rather wtf is wrong with me. i thought i had gotten over it. but it look like i haven't. i get nightmares about him and i don't see why i deserve this. screw you guys.
Monday, November 09, 2009 ♥
loooooong walk :D ♥ 10:32 PM
i should totally keep track of the places that i walk to.
today we walked from home to AMK. haha wait let me go check the distance. IT'S 4.5 KM :D hahaha okay actually it's not that far, but i had PT before that. (:
some days ago, we walked to hougang point. distance: 3.53 (: actually that's quite short.
wait it's not! we walked to and fro! so it's 3.53 times 2! which is 7km!!!
no wonder my legs are aching :D haha but nevermind. i'm cool (: i shall walk around singapore
my next destination: from my drop-off bus stop(mosque) to home (: it's only 3.8 something.
so i will be able to run all the way back (: go drina! suddenly i'm feeling motivated.
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 ♥
the day i die is the best day of my life ♥ 10:31 PM
i think i'm a pathetic piece of shit that cannot do anything well. oh wait. i am one. there's like this super heavy stone in me, weighing me down. arrrg. i don't know lah. i think the song lyrics "the day i die is the best day of my life" fits me best.
been thinking about too many stuff. like how my friend's mother just 3 days after finding out that she has lung cancer died. then i thought about my grandpa and aunt. and i've no idea which is better. live a little longer and have some more time with your loved ones or just die. by living longer, you suffer a lot more.
START LOOKING AT YOUR LIFE PLAN DRINA!
the SMART ONE. ♥
♥ The Lover.