so exams are over. but so what we live in this vicious cycle of competition. after o levels, mid years, after midyear, promos, after promos, ct1 and ct 2 THEN A LEVELS all over again. come to think of it, our education system doesn't really allow us to make mistakes huh. if you fail promos, either you retain, okay that's allowing you to make mistakes, or you transfer. if you fail a levels, then YOU ARE ALL ON YOUR OWN! no where to go, you have to take the a levels all on your own AGAIN! oh and if you don't, then you will become a failure in life, no good job to take up, people look down on you. talk about going to a university, it seems so distant just a year ago! and now boom! time flies. half a year has past. and in a year and a half, my fate will be decided.

oh no. i really need to rewind time. let me go back to secondary school. give me more time to be a child again. i want more time to have fun, then push me back to the present where i would not regret not playing enough in my younger years.

oh and did i mention how screwed up my midyears were? the paper that i really studied super hard for, physics, is screwed beyond screwed (as kelly would put it) the questions were undo-able. math, i left 20 marks of questions blank. econs, and gp were crapped out answers. and don't even start on chem.

79 more days to promos. hahaha that doesn't sound like alot
so i guess my hiatus wasn't worth it.