today was supposed to be the day where vj win acjc. the score's not out yet, but our line-up is freaking screwed up. eunice against a super strong player. the score for vj is 2 up, but the doubles and the third singles have only a 50% chance of winning. okay i really don't want to think about it now. just thinking about it makes me feel scared. i really want vj to get into the finals. it's not just about the medals. it's about bringing glory and it's kind of our job to at least get 2nd. after all, last year, vj was champs.

my pw's screwed as well. no one has time to do anything. i don't have the brains to think up every single thing for the gpp, neither do i have the time to do so.

my life's freaking screwed.