vj played against aj today. i was playing 2nd doubles. i would have liked to say that i did a good job. however, i cannot. i made so many mistakes, especially double faults. i gave away 2 whole games just because of it! wth. i know the opponents were strong, they were good at net plays. but i could have done a better job. i hope coach still allows me to play after this failure. i want to do better and i hope i will be able to do it.

my pw group kind of suck. and i hope none of them are going to read this. ian's a jerk, who doesn't do anything. jinmeng's stuck in self-delusion, weeliang's too busy with basketball (okay that's not his fault) suzanna's fine and i'm happy to have her in the same group. well i got to admit that i'm not really a good member after all. i'm busy with tennis, especially when it's in the middle of season. but nevermind i hope that i will have the strength to pull through with my group mates.

i don't know if you will see this, but janeal, thanks for last night laughter. i was kind of feeling down. thanks for making me laugh all over again. i can't wait to see you again! make it to vj okay? jia yous with your work :D though it may be hard and tiring, be strong and pull through! i love you!!! :D haha