runaway from reality

Wednesday, December 31, 2008 ♥

♥ 12:52 AM

my turn to rant. and yes i am pissed (but unlike janeal, i do not eat a lot nor do i study when i'm pissed)

what the shit is wrong with you. you called to apologise. yes you said sorry so many times tonight that even with both our hands and feet, i would not be able to count them. you said that you didn't want to lose a friend like me. but have you ever spared a thought for me? were you there when i needed someone to talk to? seriously look. look at the uncountable times that you called to apologise to me. do you ever mean it? you said to give you one last chance. how many chances have i given you? you were one of the people whom i'm more patient towards. the way you insulted me, called me names (not that i care most of the time) and made super sarcastic remarks while i was trying to listen to you rant. that was the last straw. at that time, i was seriously pissed with you. i still remember the anger in me when i just put down the phone halfway. i didn't want to hear your voice anymore.

i hate it when you rake the past, remind me of how wonderful the past was. yet you fail to realise that our characters really clash. both of us are strong headed. refuse to listen to others. how the hell can we work together or even remain as friends when we quarrel all the time. yet tonight when i told you about this, you don't even bother to see my point of view. just continue apologising. and pretend that i didn't say anything. i was being sarcastic? why don't you look at yourself? maybe this was what it was meant to be, maybe we cannot even remain as friends. this was all a farce. the friendship that we tried to hold on to was no more than a flimsy thread. and i have no idea why my tears flowed. i hate it when i cannot control it. i don't even think you are worth my tears. i really really thought that we could be friends. thought that if i were more tolerant... well it's all over now.

okay there's not so much anger in me now (:

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