Sunday, September 28, 2008 ♥
screwed up everything. so far all the results that i got back were like shit. disappointed. and i STUDIED!!!
if i get this kind of marks for Os, i will just jump off the building. it's like i studied for nothing! and all my hardwork just went down the drain or something.
tmr getting back lit and physics. two horrible papers that i don't think that i will score well in.
lit was horrible. and physics... nothing to say. i slept through both paper 1 and 2. so what kind of results do you think i will get?
actually i think i know why my amath paper was so horrible. coz my mind keep replaying what happened the day before. was so occupied thinking and thinking. that i couldn't even concentrate on the first paper. hence my horrible results
and now, i totally have no life. after school--eat, study go back home , eat and study somemore. don't even play tennis.
anyway, friendlies at pines was horrible got trashed like shit. and it was only because i lacked practice. i didn't even touch tennis ball or my racquet for like a WEEK! how could i expect myself to play? my first game was crap. couldn't even control the ball. until like near the end, my ground strokes finally came back to me but my serve didn't
NOW I'M GOING TO CHIONG FOR Os! JIA YOU DRINA! YOU ARE GOING TO GO ON STAGE! YOU ARE GOING TO GET TO VJ!
AFTER Os, YOU MUST CHIONG TENNIS! YOU WHOLE LIFE WILL BE TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TILL AFTER SPEX. AND YOU ARE GOING TO GET THROUGH QUARTER FINALS FOR SPEX!
MUST FIND TIME TO PRACTICE PIANO ALSO! MUST BEAT YUAN HONG! DON'T LET HIM WIN YOU!
Friday, September 12, 2008 ♥
we should have done this a long time ago. if we had, maybe, i won't be feeling so shitty now. i really feel like i'm down in the dumps
sometimes i wondered and question if you ever cared for me.
sometimes, you really piss me off. i just don't say it, coz i don't want us to quarrel, us to fight
sometimes i really feel that you are an alien to me. i feel that i don't know you, feel that you are so distant
i realised tonight rather this morning that i was sort of right
anyway, i just glad that it's over.
i really can't stand another time like this. it's like hearing something that i don't want to hear.
and the point is that i can't run away.
it's so easy for you to say let's not talk to each other anymore, delete my number. and i'm sorry
ask yourself, how many times in this month have you said sorry to me?
it's so numerous that it doesn't mean anything to me now
and what's the point of deleting your number when you very well know that it is stuck inside my head, it doesn't make sense to delete it. what i'm just erasing is just the outside, the shell, deluding myself that i will and can forget about you. but that's just running away and i'm tired of running
go and reflect what you have actually done to me. it doesn't make sense if you just apologize for no reason. not that it would make a difference anymore.
i really what's your purpose
but i don't care anymore
i really don't
and don't try to make me to
keep to your promise and not disturb me anymore
Thursday, September 04, 2008 ♥
last fri
the trip back to my primary school made me realise that despite the separation of four years, our friendship has never changed. Norman, Shanzhi were quick to spot us in the canteen and were GENTLEMANLY enough to offer us seats even though we turned down their offer. Norman, is still scared of me, upon seeing me, he quickly moved back his chair. and his description of me to other people 'cannot remember her ar? she's the very violent one'. please lah i were got violent only kick and wack you a bit only (: anyway that would be my last year going back as it is so difficult to find teachers there. we could go anywhere expect stay and rot in the canteen. and the teachers don't even want to come down.
Tue
went to xinyi's house to play tennis with bryan, minyi and xinyi's friend, daniel
and xinyi, you didn't solve your problem
but it was fun
sry for not going tkd
bryan! cheer up! don't think too much!
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