runaway from reality

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ♥

♥ 1:56 AM

this post is dedicated to you the JERK. even though there's a high chance of you not reading it.

normally, at this time of the night, we would still be talking away, u, translating whatever the dj is saying over the radio for me, so that i get to hear the ghost stories too. normally, at this time, i would still be awake and quite energetic but now, i'm tired already. i want to sleep. without you to keep me awake so that i cn study throughout the night, till the next morning, how am i supposed to finish studying for all my tests? how can i complete revision?

i was super emo today. don't know why though. thought i should be more energetic, due to the extra sleep hours but the opposite was true. i couldn't concentrate in class, when xixian talked to me, i didn't feel like replying and sometimes, i jus feel like bursting out in tears.

i still feel cheated. want to know the real reason why i broke up with you? coz i felt that you were only with me for money. it is as though you don't care anymore. when u said that your exams were coming and that you couldn't go out, i didn't say anything. but now, when it's my turn, you don't care. i know i owe you a game of tennis, but it's not urgent not as if you would die tmr or anything. recently, whenever i said anything offensive, you would shout at me. do you really think that i have no feelings? i often end up asking myself, 'do you actually want to be with him? it is really worth the effort?'. well looks like i have made that decision. i shall not care about you anymore. i will just disappear from your life. you won't hear from me anymore. (try). i'm going to make you regret for all the pain that you have caused me. i have this gut feeling that you have someone else, another reason for my break up. don't want to confirm it though don't want to know anything else. everything's just a big fat lie

the SMART ONE. ♥

♥ The Lover.

Gets older every second , but most specifically on 23 march
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♥ byebye ; my dear one ;(

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