Monday, August 25, 2008 ♥
♥ 3:00 PM
conducted tkd class yesterday again. xinyi and minyi didn't go ): Olympics finally ended. China disappointed me. Olympics tkd was sort of disappointing. i expected more out of it. instead the players were like defending so much that there weren't much action. they are not even aggressive. i thought that they would be superb. yes i know that they have super powerful kicks, but even so, what's with them holding back so much? AMERICA'S QUITE GOOD AT TKD!!! they have 3 or 4 golds! just narrowly losing to korea! and that cuba guy, he and his coach actually kicked the referee! stupid people. no sportsmenship! chinese compo sucks! i think i wrote out of point. though yihsin was worse. she wrote 3 people instead of 1. at least half of my compo was still relevant. eng was shitty as well. the passage were quite difficult. anyway it's over. shouldn't dwell on it. back to mugging for Os.
Friday, August 22, 2008 ♥
♥ 1:40 AM
english oral was okay i guess. but i'm still angry that they didn't let me complete what i want to say for picture discussion! and the two teachers laughed at me non-stop for the conversation part. it's not my fault that my life is so funny!
teachers: do u see yourself as a neat and tidy person?
me: hardly. in fact, i think i'm a super untidy and messy person. take for example, my table in my room is cluttered with books, coz every day i come back late and by the time i finish studying, i would be very tired already, so i would just tell myself 'i don't care!" and push all the books to one side of the table *teachers laugh like mad* and go to sleep.
the whole conversation was filled with them laughing non-stop at me! and i felt like an idiot.
anyway i think i'm damn smart managed to guess the topic for two days. for the first half of the group, i guess that sports would come out and IT DID! and for the 2nd day for my class, whichwas my turn, i guess healthcare, and hygiene was sort of healthcare! haha i'm a GENIUS!
i'm just glad that we are on talking terms
to the suprise of everyone, i'm going for grad night. only coz Mrs Koh sort of forced me to go. when i told her that i don't even have anything to wear there, she was like we go shopping one day okay? which SHOCKED ME! so i told her that i will shop by myself and promised to go. anyway, my class will be most likely booking a hotel so stay over. not that i think we will sleep much anyway. nice that my class is so bonded. so even though i still don't really like the school, i think i will miss my classmates
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ♥
♥ 1:56 AM
this post is dedicated to you the JERK. even though there's a high chance of you not reading it. normally, at this time of the night, we would still be talking away, u, translating whatever the dj is saying over the radio for me, so that i get to hear the ghost stories too. normally, at this time, i would still be awake and quite energetic but now, i'm tired already. i want to sleep. without you to keep me awake so that i cn study throughout the night, till the next morning, how am i supposed to finish studying for all my tests? how can i complete revision? i was super emo today. don't know why though. thought i should be more energetic, due to the extra sleep hours but the opposite was true. i couldn't concentrate in class, when xixian talked to me, i didn't feel like replying and sometimes, i jus feel like bursting out in tears. i still feel cheated. want to know the real reason why i broke up with you? coz i felt that you were only with me for money. it is as though you don't care anymore. when u said that your exams were coming and that you couldn't go out, i didn't say anything. but now, when it's my turn, you don't care. i know i owe you a game of tennis, but it's not urgent not as if you would die tmr or anything. recently, whenever i said anything offensive, you would shout at me. do you really think that i have no feelings? i often end up asking myself, 'do you actually want to be with him? it is really worth the effort?'. well looks like i have made that decision. i shall not care about you anymore. i will just disappear from your life. you won't hear from me anymore. (try). i'm going to make you regret for all the pain that you have caused me. i have this gut feeling that you have someone else, another reason for my break up. don't want to confirm it though don't want to know anything else. everything's just a big fat lie
Saturday, August 16, 2008 ♥
♥ 1:32 PM
eventful week and i am free again (don't know if that is good or bad though) tueswent for cca. JANEAL CHOO TOOK MY HANDPHONE AND MONEY and ran away! later i called her and how was i to know that she was in the same room as me? even though i could hear my own voice, i thought that she was using the loud speaker function and in a toilet or something. haha. stupid Janeal.
after that i went for taekwondo, where i was made to conduct class AGAIN. but this time it wasn't so bad, since they have already completed all their patterns. so all i had to do was to check through. so didn't really make a fool of myself. and on the previous lesson, that is on sunday, where i got to teach the beginners again (which was a much easier task), minyi and I taught them how to remember the basic commands. Cha-Ryeo - sounds somewhat like chocolate when pronounced, so like a chocolate bar, which is straight, must put hands by your side, move your left leg, such that both legs are together. Kyong-Ye - the last syllable sounds somewhat like what a duck would sound like, and a duck need to bend the head to drink water, so therefore it is bow! Jun be - last syllable sounds like bee. so hence the hand actionsshio - sounds like shiok! so it's rest position! haha super cool wed I LOST MY HANDPHONE AND WALLET! actually didn't want to go for tuition, coz i have chem test the next day, but i thought against it, since i would just sit in front of the tv and watch tv till eight. when i reached my tuition centre, i wanted to go to the ladies. so i left my bag in class and coz there was some bimbo person inside there, so i thought against the idea of placing my phone and wallet in class. and when i went to the toilet, i placed both my things in front of me, so that i would not forget to take it back. how was i to know that i would be so blind to miss out on my things'?! so i lost both of it. thurwas supposed to play tennis with ___ but didn't coz i lost my membership card and phonefridayI GOT MY HANDPHONE AND WALLET BACK! haha the person called me to tell me that she still has my phone and wallet. in fact she called the school and horrible jinghan thought that i chuang huo! hummph! at the same time, i got A2 for my amath integration test, which made me happy, coz the previous integration test i got a c 5/6. at the same time, during recess, i quarrelled with him. that was round 1. after that when i put down the phone, i was super pissed that i nearly shouted at xixian. sry xixian. at night, it was another round of quarrelling and he said break-up. anyway, i would have said the exact same thing to him, so no difference. thanks dongran for comforting me. i bet i was super irritating and that was almost 12am. later he called me again. i think he was still angry with me. i hung up on him in a fit of anger. but half an hour later, he called to apologise. but i said to break up.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008 ♥
♥ 12:09 AM
i went for taekwiondo today despite the fact that i have bio test tmr and that i haven't completed my lit homework. shows how committed i am to taekwondo! (: anyway didn't think that i would sit down and complete my work even if i didn't go. so here.
completing my lit soon (:
wong sir said today (to bryan, minyi and me) that one of us has to learn to conduct the class, coz soon, nxt year, or end of this year he has to work overtime and may not be able to come. so me being the black belt, was made to conduct class.
something funny that a young boy at taekwondo said
boy: what's the name of the black belt standing beside wong sir?
minyi: drina
boy: oh then she must be drina sir!
minyi: she's not a guy!
boy: then drina mam!
haha stupid children. but sometimes it's quite fun teaching them. but some days i will feel very tired teaching them
so poor me conducting class. at least ppl didn't complain that i was too soft, like the last time. but it was super super messy! i have all the patterns inside my head. but once i see the whole grp of them doing, my mind went blank! like i didn't even know where to turn, what's the step etc.
enough of digressing i shall continue with my lit
Saturday, August 02, 2008 ♥
♥ 11:03 AM
another hectic and demoralising week just passed. I'm so used to having tests now that i don't really care about them. like the physics one. I think I did okay, even though i don't know how to draw all the graphs and that cost me 5 marks! see how i have become so optimsitic (: don't think that that's good though.
it's funny how teachers always think that i'm the bad one in class. like when xixian didn't do her biology homework and nice me who sits beside her didn't do as well, ms lim went : Drina! must be you influence xixian! and went she found out to her horror that jinghan and sharon didn't do their work as well, i asked her, 'so who influenced who?' and her reply: 'must be Drina! influence all of you!' haha! didn't know that i'm so influential (: like my fault like that, people are bad by nature, they don't need me to influence them. i just make them reveal their real self. quote from wenman. not only dawn lim thinks that way, Mrs koh thinks like that too! what the shit lah. not that i really care. everytime i start laughing, she will stare at me and say ' Drina..' but it's xixian who's making all the noise! and i'm just laughing at her! not my fault that she's sings 'dou shi ni de cuo ni de cuo ni de cuo' and 'o macdonald had a farm' and 'oh when the saint, go marching in'. making me laugh at her all the time! she the naughty and noisy one!
and i found a way to keep myself awake during lessons! STANDING ON MY CHAIR! haha i get a wonderful view and i can't sleep coz i'm standing! and when i get bored, i can see purity having lessons and if there are primary kids, i can see them as well (: isn't that a great view? and for once, i will be the tallest in class! yay! haha when everyone is sitting down and me standing up, i will be the highest! oh and i did i mention i can write on the top of the window, so there! that's my table when i'm standing up on my chair! wonderful seat! haha
chemistry spa was screwed. after what jinghan told me, i think my whole experiment is wrong. indigestion tablet contains some carbonate and acid. and that carbonate is soluble in water, so if i do the disappear completely way, i'm not testing for rate of reaction, but rather the rate that it can dissolve in water. screw the paper! but i think lots of people did it that way, so hopefully, hopefully, it's correct.
lol i should really start studying for next week's tests. bio, differentiation, chem, social studies haiz all of them crammed into 3 days!
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