Saturday, July 19, 2008 ♥
♥ 2:25 PM
yay it's the weekend again! it's funny how things have changed. in the past, 4 years ago, i used to LOVE school! and everytime when it's the holidays, i would actually miss school and long going back there to be with my friends. now, just four years later, it's the reverse. i don't actually hate school, but it's no longer as fun as it used to be. now i wish that holidays would last longer, that the weekend would not be burnt away mugging for tests and just a little more breathing space. everynight, after school, it would be the same thing. first thing (even before i step into the house) to play tennis. after that would be dinner and after that will be studying. at the start of the week, i would be alright, i would be able to last till bout 11 without feeling tired. but after the 2nd day or so, i would get worn out and fall asleep studying. luckily there's still lessons where i can do all my last minute revision.
my grades are dropping and it's not because i don't know how to do the questions. it's because of my carelessness. don't know if it's because i'm so tired everyday that i cannot think clearly at the end of the day. and most of my tests are at the end of the day. i actually revise my work and that's quite depressing. physics was horrible. tell me what's wrong with this circuit i stared at it for so long and i just say that when the switch for the fog lamp is closed, and the switch for the headlamp is open, there would be a short ciruit. the wire which is connected to the right of the switch is of lower resistance than the two bulbs. thus a short ciruit occurs. not sure if it is right though coz it sounds wrong to me

watched batman yesterday with yihsin, genin and grace. sort of fell asleep at the first part. coz it was too boring. i find that the joker is super femine. when he wore the wig, he really looked liked a female!!! and the way he walks and talks and waves his arm it's totally gay! and me and yihsin were the only ones laughing at him (all of them don't have a sense of humour) when he was being sadistic. and grace, the movie is NOT scary!
jus a little note. i would not be popping by cca anymore, due to obvious reasons (sour pork). she has been going round telling my teachers that i have been going into the pa room to put my bag (what's wrong with that) and she thinks that i miss doing duties. that is not wrong, but that's not the reason why i left my bag there. i just left it there coz it's more fang bian to take it after assembly, coz as u all know, i run every morning and by the time i run finish, there's no time to go back to class to put my bag. so my only option: pa room. oh well it's just her excuse to not see my face. she even thinks that i'm ignoring her, when she is the one ignoring me. if i really am ignoring her, then i would not even bother to go to cca, and go the the pa room right? and it is also not wrong for me to do duty when it's only my level having the assembly. the sec 1s and 2s are performing and you actually want them to skip their class performance just to help the sec 4s do duty? look you are the one being unfair to them! and my physics teacher was not there that day, so i'm nt skipping lessons or anything. what the hell is wrong with your brain?! and you don't have to go one big round to tell me something. like if you don't want to see my face, just tell me straight in the face ' i don't like your face. so get away or something like that'. you don't have to say ' drina, i appreciate your help, but there's alot of people in the pa room and don't put your bag in the pa room'. stop using my bag as an excuse lah. and when i'm going out of the room, can't you use your fucking eyes to seee that i'm wearing my pinafore and it would be super unglam for me to walk out with my pinafore half worn, one hand up my back, trying to pull my pinafore down right? even the vice principal can see that i was trying to put on my pinafore and all u have to do was 'drina and xinyi, go to the track'. not as if we don't know. stupid woman
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