runaway from reality

Thursday, July 03, 2008 ♥

confused :/ ♥ 3:50 AM

yay!! i FINALLY COMPLETED MY LIT ESSAYS!!! there's chem test later and i haven't practised. but heck. should be alright. coz i did study! and i know how to do all my practice papers. anyway i can study during lessons (:

i have PHYSICS O LEVEL SPA tmr!!! arrrg!!! and she didn't come yesterday, coz apparently she has some course. i'm nt blaming her, but she should at least tell us more bout the spa right, coz the class is like so blur blur one and everyone's not sure of what she was talking about the previous lesson! she better come today...

i'm just glad that i'm nt in the cca anymore, coz somebody's attitude is getting worse ):

haiz. what's the point of sustaining our relationship when both of us don't even have time? it's like you are trying to hold on to something that was previously there, but it isn't there now. each of us has do your own stuff. it's ur last year in poly and it's my o level year. as i predicted, we wouldn't be able to have the time to contact each other, let alone met up. it's really not possible. made worse by ur change of job, now it's even harder for me to contact you. you work at such weird hours that i don't even know how you are going to cope with your studies. somemore want to continue studying and don't want to work hard nw.. i know you don't want to get money from your mom, but at least work at some place where the timing is not midnight or something... i really don't know what you are thinking. i haven't talked to you for at least 2 weeks and the last time i saw you was at ur house corridor. i realise that you slowly lead me closer and closer to your house. at first, it was meeting you at yishun mrt, later you taught me how to walk half way there. and the last time, you made me walk all the way up, though i didn't go into your house. i know i won't have the chance to tell you all these, and the next time i call, it would be for us to go our own separate ways..again... i didn't even want to enter this relationship in the first place, it was just because i missed that feeling. i know that it wouldn't last long, but i missed it and chose to believe that it would last. but looks like my prediction is right again.

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Gets older every second , but most specifically on 23 march
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