runaway from reality

Monday, July 21, 2008 ♥

♥ 5:01 PM

tmr's prelim oral!!! but should be okay (: since it's ENGLISH! shouldn't be as bad as my chinese one last year! haha

MDM SUAH IS PREGNANT! wrong timing though. it means that she would be missing lots and lots of lessons with us. oh well not that i listen to her anyway. she is three months pregnant, which means that (quote from teoliang) she had sex 3 months ago! haha and my comment was. maybe not, what if she have sex everyday, coz she don't know that she is pregnant. sorry if that was gross (:

amath test tmr. stupid plane geometry.

try to slp more k? at the rate that u are tring urself out, soon u will fall sick very easliy. like last night, u were out the whole day, after that night shift, and lessons the nxt day? how are u going to stand it? jia yous with your work (: all the way

Sunday, July 20, 2008 ♥

♥ 5:21 PM

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation
b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.
1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday:

2. a place you would like to travel to

i've always wanted to go there! but it's too expensive and far (what my mom says)
3.your favourite place

the beach at sunset!!! but not singapore ones (:

4. your favourite food

the one at orchard hotel is super nice!
5. your favourite animal

6.your favourite colour

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

8. Your favourite song:

9. Your favourite tv show:

10. First name of your significant other / crush:

er i shall jus skip this (: anyway i can't find a pic on the net (:

11. The town in which you live in:

haha same as xinyi!!!

12. Your screen name / nickname:

haha go figure

13. your first job:

haha i didn't work at all (:

14. your dream job:

15. A bad habit you have:

16. Your worst fear:

i don't think i have any (:

17. The one thing you’d like to do before you die:

don't know i think i'm a pretty satisfied person(:

18. The first thing you’ll buy if you get $1,000,000:

i'm too lazy to search for pics haha. well i would buy GOLD BARS!!!

and hope that their value goes up once i buy it !!! yay

well i understand the agony of doing this so i shan't tag anyone to do this (:

Saturday, July 19, 2008 ♥

♥ 2:25 PM

yay it's the weekend again! it's funny how things have changed. in the past, 4 years ago, i used to LOVE school! and everytime when it's the holidays, i would actually miss school and long going back there to be with my friends. now, just four years later, it's the reverse. i don't actually hate school, but it's no longer as fun as it used to be. now i wish that holidays would last longer, that the weekend would not be burnt away mugging for tests and just a little more breathing space. everynight, after school, it would be the same thing. first thing (even before i step into the house) to play tennis. after that would be dinner and after that will be studying. at the start of the week, i would be alright, i would be able to last till bout 11 without feeling tired. but after the 2nd day or so, i would get worn out and fall asleep studying. luckily there's still lessons where i can do all my last minute revision.

my grades are dropping and it's not because i don't know how to do the questions. it's because of my carelessness. don't know if it's because i'm so tired everyday that i cannot think clearly at the end of the day. and most of my tests are at the end of the day. i actually revise my work and that's quite depressing. physics was horrible. tell me what's wrong with this circuit i stared at it for so long and i just say that when the switch for the fog lamp is closed, and the switch for the headlamp is open, there would be a short ciruit. the wire which is connected to the right of the switch is of lower resistance than the two bulbs. thus a short ciruit occurs. not sure if it is right though coz it sounds wrong to me

watched batman yesterday with yihsin, genin and grace. sort of fell asleep at the first part. coz it was too boring. i find that the joker is super femine. when he wore the wig, he really looked liked a female!!! and the way he walks and talks and waves his arm it's totally gay! and me and yihsin were the only ones laughing at him (all of them don't have a sense of humour) when he was being sadistic. and grace, the movie is NOT scary!

jus a little note. i would not be popping by cca anymore, due to obvious reasons (sour pork). she has been going round telling my teachers that i have been going into the pa room to put my bag (what's wrong with that) and she thinks that i miss doing duties. that is not wrong, but that's not the reason why i left my bag there. i just left it there coz it's more fang bian to take it after assembly, coz as u all know, i run every morning and by the time i run finish, there's no time to go back to class to put my bag. so my only option: pa room. oh well it's just her excuse to not see my face. she even thinks that i'm ignoring her, when she is the one ignoring me. if i really am ignoring her, then i would not even bother to go to cca, and go the the pa room right? and it is also not wrong for me to do duty when it's only my level having the assembly. the sec 1s and 2s are performing and you actually want them to skip their class performance just to help the sec 4s do duty? look you are the one being unfair to them! and my physics teacher was not there that day, so i'm nt skipping lessons or anything. what the hell is wrong with your brain?! and you don't have to go one big round to tell me something. like if you don't want to see my face, just tell me straight in the face ' i don't like your face. so get away or something like that'. you don't have to say ' drina, i appreciate your help, but there's alot of people in the pa room and don't put your bag in the pa room'. stop using my bag as an excuse lah. and when i'm going out of the room, can't you use your fucking eyes to seee that i'm wearing my pinafore and it would be super unglam for me to walk out with my pinafore half worn, one hand up my back, trying to pull my pinafore down right? even the vice principal can see that i was trying to put on my pinafore and all u have to do was 'drina and xinyi, go to the track'. not as if we don't know. stupid woman

Sunday, July 13, 2008 ♥

♥ 12:10 AM

i bought new tennis shoes today! yay!

haha it's nicer than the maroon one. but there's the kids one that has a nicer colour. the strips are black. haha finally don't have to go tripping over my worn out tennis shoes which has a hole such that my toes can nearly touch the floor!

was quite sad on friday. got super low for all the tests that i got back. failed ss horribly. coz they only marked seq and the class misread seq except for tl. smart ass. oh well. den for lit, i think i scored the worst in class. sucks man.

i really should stop emoing. in school i will be okay, coz people round me make alot of noise (: but once at home, where everything is quite, i tend to think too much. and this week has really been a horrible week. dunno coz it's because nv talk to you or what. but really. sometime, i feel so sad, for no reason, that i really feel like i'm breaking down, but i jus cannot let it out. and when i study, i become tired easily and fall alseep. i wasn't like that previously. don't know what has become of me. i have become like a hollow shell, there's nthing inside. really.

Sunday, July 06, 2008 ♥

♥ 8:23 AM

after so long. finally talked to you last night again. actually i wanted to break up with you, but when i heard your voice, i somehow cnnt get it out of my mouth. i'm a failure rite? actually just wanted to sms you only. but then i was thinking, it's been such a long time since i heard your voice, so i picked the phone up. oh well. at least got to hear you again. i'm just glad that you have found a job that you liked. working in a hotel suits you more than working as an admin clerk. i'm just happy that you have realised that as well.

Thursday, July 03, 2008 ♥

confused :/ ♥ 3:50 AM

yay!! i FINALLY COMPLETED MY LIT ESSAYS!!! there's chem test later and i haven't practised. but heck. should be alright. coz i did study! and i know how to do all my practice papers. anyway i can study during lessons (:

i have PHYSICS O LEVEL SPA tmr!!! arrrg!!! and she didn't come yesterday, coz apparently she has some course. i'm nt blaming her, but she should at least tell us more bout the spa right, coz the class is like so blur blur one and everyone's not sure of what she was talking about the previous lesson! she better come today...

i'm just glad that i'm nt in the cca anymore, coz somebody's attitude is getting worse ):

haiz. what's the point of sustaining our relationship when both of us don't even have time? it's like you are trying to hold on to something that was previously there, but it isn't there now. each of us has do your own stuff. it's ur last year in poly and it's my o level year. as i predicted, we wouldn't be able to have the time to contact each other, let alone met up. it's really not possible. made worse by ur change of job, now it's even harder for me to contact you. you work at such weird hours that i don't even know how you are going to cope with your studies. somemore want to continue studying and don't want to work hard nw.. i know you don't want to get money from your mom, but at least work at some place where the timing is not midnight or something... i really don't know what you are thinking. i haven't talked to you for at least 2 weeks and the last time i saw you was at ur house corridor. i realise that you slowly lead me closer and closer to your house. at first, it was meeting you at yishun mrt, later you taught me how to walk half way there. and the last time, you made me walk all the way up, though i didn't go into your house. i know i won't have the chance to tell you all these, and the next time i call, it would be for us to go our own separate ways..again... i didn't even want to enter this relationship in the first place, it was just because i missed that feeling. i know that it wouldn't last long, but i missed it and chose to believe that it would last. but looks like my prediction is right again.

the SMART ONE. ♥

♥ The Lover.

Gets older every second , but most specifically on 23 march
I Love eating anything sweet (:
But I love my family, 4loyalty and the PA section more than that !

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TALK;SHOUT;SCREAM;

LOVEES ♥

♥ Loves

Friends
tennis
taekwondo!
music esp my guitar and piano

wants♥

♥ please

- ~~ipod!~~
- ~~pass black belt~~
- ~~get into vj~~ - ~~crumpler~~
- get 2 dan for my black belt
- spar well with technique
- ~~get through 2nd round in upcoming SPEX comp~~

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♥ byebye ; my dear one ;(

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zoe
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