Wednesday, June 25, 2008 ♥
♥ 10:01 PM
with the consideration of JANEAL'S POOR EYES, KIND AND NICE DRINA SHALL POST IN BIGGER FONT!! haha see janeal, i'm so considerate! and i know i'm nice (: i went for CCA yesterday, coz CHAIYI, MICHELLE(think i saw you), JANEAL were shouting from the comlab while i was running. didn't have the intention to go for cca, but then coz of the din you guys were making, i decided to go up (: aren't you people glad to see me? i know you were and don't deny it!!! The section was super rowdy. worse than last term and they didn't even listen to caroline talk and people like yuying and chaiyi, tried to talk back. so it was quite horrible. janeal was using the com, don't know doing what kind of thing (: and there was practically no order! haha. the worst part was--when i wanted to leave!!! JANEAL and CHAIYI refused to let go of my leg! 2 vs 1!!! how was i supposed to win? i shall go back to cca tmr. but i don't feel like, coz sourpork will be there and that face that i hate to see will be there as well. actually i'm going to CCA, coz i don't want people to pon CCA. i don't really care if you guys pon CCA, but make sure you achieve that 75%. i know CCA's nt interesting and stuff. but it's still important, coz of the stupid LEAPS points. so i shall continue to monitor you people so that your attendance will be good! yayamath test was a disaster and i think i might just pass! crap and i studied!! can't believe it. i normally do quite well for math tests. but vectors test was okay (: i screwed up for SS as well, coz the given factor sucks and i didn't know what were the other two factors. changing seats again. thank god i'm still sitting at the back. i shall try to concentrate more in class, even though it doesn't help, esp during physics. i jus get more and more confused. no matter how hard i try to pay attention. math can be self studied. that applies for chem as well. and most of the other subjects. so what's the point of school when i don't really learn anything from there? i can just stay at home and study. that gives me more time! i shall attempt not to talk to you at night. coz it takes up too much time. sry. even though i know you won't read this.
Friday, June 20, 2008 ♥
♥ 12:33 AM
i realised that i only blog late at night!!! don't know why thoughyay u passed ur IPPT!!!! haha and i'm irritated that i lost to u in everything by a few seconds!! oh my gosh! i cannot stand it. okay. next year target for NAFA: 2.4 run: 9min. sit ups: 60standing broad jump: 200cm!!!shuttle run: 9.5sit and reach; whatever is a. I CAN DO IT!! I MUST WIN U!!!went to palawan beach for beach tennis today. quite fun yet boring. met damn early at bout 8. den left harbourfront at 8.20. reached there late and coach haven't even come yet. stupid. we sat in 7 eleven and talked and ate. must have irritated the person, coz the person kept staring at us. the turn out was super pathetic. only 6 ppl excluding 2 coaches. quite sad. coz like everyone said they will come then they suddenly jus say don't want. somemore ppl are like quitting the team. like charlotte. coz coach is not putting in effort and we are like slacking. which is quite true. when she told me i didn't know what to say. jus like okay lor. but without her, the team would be so weird. even though i don't really like her, but sometimes she's quite nice. and i'm sort of quite attached to the team, so if they quit, then i might quit too. switch back to occ. but nowadays, i don't really like going occ anymore, coz you are not there. like i don't even know anyone there now. everyone that i know quit. den like got nthing to say. and it's like the ppl at ur workplace know that there's something between me and u, coz everytime i go to RC, they will keep staring at me. den take my card and stare somemore. oh well life has to go on with or without seeing you. and i will still go there, jus to prove my point (: u know somehow everytime i walk to the toilet, i will jus glance at the RC and see if you are in there, but now, there's no point in doing so, but i still do it. sadly it's like it has become part of me and i'm just so use to it, to the feeling that you will be there, always. crap. how did i even end up on this topic? crap. i REALLY should start studying amath intergration. okay i shall start tmr morning. wait. it's already morning! forget it i shall slp
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 ♥
♥ 10:29 AM
woke up at some unearthly hour yesterday. coz have NJC entrance test. the stupid paper wrote reporting time 8am! and then later they wrote GAT: 10am. and the line below wrote those who are late would not be allowed to take the test. so i didn't know what time they were talkign about so i took it as 8am. so i left the house at 6.45 and reached the bus stop at bout 7. den went to yishun to pass him something. and he woke up late and DIDN'T PASS ME THE CD AGAIN!!! hmmmph. stupid person. and by the time i left yishun, it was bout 7.30 and i thought i was late so i stupidly took a cab down to njc. den when i reached there, my classmates were like 'drina! take so long. u know liu yi so worried for you leh!' haha i know! Lee LIU YI misses me too much! and she can't wait to see me again! haha i'm egoing again. i have been egoing alot lately.
the iq test was generally easy. just the the time that they gave was so short! 20 min to complete 60 questions! and of course slow me couldn't finish. i left like 7 blanks! and when i walked out, there was this stupid china scholar who proudly said 'zhe4 me4 jian3 dan1. wo 3 hai2 you3 wu 3 fen1 zhong1 shui4 jiao4!' like what the fuck. u smart lor but don't need to show off! like i care like that.
after that was lunch (2 hrs!). coz there was so much time, i slept and when i woke up, it was time for maths paper, which killed me. after that was eng. that was okay. coz i didn't have to write narrative it was arguemenative! (: the test ended at like 5.30 and i reached home bout 7, beat.
yay there's tkd today!!!
okay i shall complete all my lit today!! jia you!
you want me to have sex with you. i know that u ahve waited a long time. but i'm scared. i'm not prepared (mentally) actually part of me wants you to do that to. coz i know after that, you would never leave me. but what if something happens. haiz. i'm sry to have aroused you by sitting like that. it's jus my normal way of sitting. sitting crosslegged is just to uncomfortable and this is the best position. sry to have rejected your request.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 ♥
♥ 12:23 AM
finally came back from phuket on sun. ate ALOT there. it was sort of fun. went snorkeling and as a result got darker! not that i give a damn. actually i want to be darker. dunno why though. held a pistol for the first time and it was my second attempt at shooting. the first time was using an air rifle at bintan. this time the pistol had recoil. so my hand moved back once i fired and to my surprise, it felt kind of good! and it was fun!! i believe i have a potential as a shooter, coz i'm out of 10 bullets, 5 hit the dark area, the rest was on target, but coz the stupid gun wasn't zeroed for me, it was out of the black area. ((: met khairul on mon. and as usual, he lied. he said that a snake bit him, but obviously it's nt true. knew that once it came out of his mouth. after that walked to the carpark coz DONG RAN was the lightbulb (: (ain't u happy i blogged bout u? i know u are! ) so we went there to get away from her. didn't do anything there though. passed him was i was supposed to pass him and left the place to go and study. see i'm like so nice. travelled all the way down to pass someone something!!! acutally coz it's i nv see him for a long time liao and that was a way for me to meet him, even though it was only for a short while. watched home alone 3 with dongran(pronounce it with the american accent) at her house it was super funny. but irritating dongran kept lying on my stomach and made me smell her disgusting smelling hair! but it was super super funny. how one small boy cn make 4 adults scramble all over the place for him, falling into his traps everytime! even though it's not quite possible, but it's a method of destressing (:going to spar with khairul on thur. which means sort of dying. coz i CAN'T spar well. cannot even do a back thrust well enough. really don't know how to win. so it's a death match. moreover, he 4th dan in ninjustu (if that is how u spell it). and i'm a lousy first dan black belt in taekwondo. so what do u expect from the match? oh well hope he teaches me some stuff. (: and dongran if u see this, wear taekwondo pants on thurs. i will teach u kicks (: and learn well!!! oh ya! recieved a letter from nj telling me to go for the tests!!! haha so happy!!! yayness. if they accept me, i will agree, coz today, i totally pon the trials for vj, coz don't want to diu ren xian lian... but quite sad, coz like i wasted my chance, not that i have any. okay i'm finally tired. i shall slp nw!
Monday, June 02, 2008 ♥
♥ 3:22 PM
sat was the jubilate V. it was sort of sucky. lots and lots of propaganda. they tried to impart all the school's values in it wad yin shui si yuan, jie mei tong xin, wen wen er ya. so stupid lah. and ppl there were super super formal. coz it was GALA night... i did the video taking still my eye hurt. i stared at the stupid small screen (coz the big one will waste alot of battery) till my eye nearly popped out of my socket (:i saw JANEAL THERE! or rather she spotted me. took advantage of her disadvantageous situation (no other PA ppl there) and tickled her with Nat. it was sort of wonderful seeing her there. SUNwent for taekwondo. saw a guy that looked super familiar. after thinking for a while, i thought he was daryl. and i still think he looks like him. even his actions also like him. but then it's not him. and i only know that coz i know that he's a black belt. but then i must have seen him somewhere before. still cnnt think of it. shall continue thinking (:taught jon his pattern. at least he is willing to learn now. don't know why the sudden change of attitude. he actually cares to remember what i tell him to the best of his ability. hope that he will be able to get his grading card soon.TODAYwas super tired. coz i talked on the phone till about 1am. slept in chem class until liu yi woke me up. and i still am tired. chem test was horrible. didn't really know how to do. but i bet i cn pass. jus that dunno how much i will get. hope that my carbon dioxide gas thingy is correct. coz in actual fact, carbon is supposed to be inert electrode, so not supposed to react. but den cannot think of any other thing. so jus write carbon react with oxygen so get CO2. super happy! NJC called me to ask me to go for tennis trials on fri! haha. hope they accept me. coz i know that VJ won't! so if they accepts me, then i won't have to care about VJ. hope i c ,my seniors there as well! they were the best seniors i ever had!!!
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