runaway from reality

Saturday, May 17, 2008 ♥

♥ 11:29 AM

i shall blog starting from thursday.
thursday: Mrs Sng didn't come to school! one less teacher to be angry about.
during CCA IDIOT pms. we told her long ago that we would have a PA test this week and yet she INSISTED that the sec 2s must go and check the equipment. i told her that they will go and check after their test. how would i know that they would hav e interview at that time as well? sucks. anyway, i volunteered that the sec 4s go and check the equipment in place of the sec 2s, but she said NO. coz "they are on duty next week and they should check it themselves" anyway i didn't want to argue with her anymore coz i was still pissed at her after last thurs when she was so irresponsible. so i went to do the interview thingy. i think our group was super scary, coz i we fired questions at them until some of them didn't know how to answer. one example : why do u think u are shortlisted as exco? ans: coz people voted for me? like duh it's based on votes lah. but u are supposed to say y ppl voted for u. when i went back, people were complaining to me about IDIOT. i didn't feel that the sec 4s were being unresonable. it is really true that the equipment in drama have problem and that we won't be able to support so many mics. we have tried before with only 1 cordless mic and the system cnnt even support it. there was so much squeaking and squealing that we had no choice but the use a wired mic. what's worse is that nxt thurs they want 4 hanging mic, clip ons, wireless. do u think that the system cn support? it is not as if we haven't told her the problems before. and what's the point of testing the equipment when the problems will only surface 30mins into the programme? obviously nothing will happen when u test it, coz u won't leave the stuff there for so long u know what's the difference between testing and setting up for event? that IDIOT is so useless.

i'm stepping down in a week's time. i really love doing PA duty, but i don't want to face that IDIOT when i do duty. i think that when i step down, the thing that i will miss most is the duties. duties really bond the section together, coz u will have to work with each other, even if it's somebody that u don't like. i'm really scared for the sec 3 batch, coz they are so soft-hearted. they will jus accept anything that the teacher says even if the teacher is wrong. it is only after that that they will rant about it. i'm sry to say this lah but can u guys have a mind of ur own. do not be afraid to speak up. that's the quality that i fail to see in all of u. u are not afraid to speak up in front of ur friends but in front of teachers, you people are like goody-two shoes. i really don't know what to say to u people. u guys don't know how many times i argued with our teachers for our section. that's y i have a strained relationship with practically all the teachers. i hope that u all can see that in PA, its not just about being nice to people, most of the time, i'm just thrown with jobs that no teacher wants to help me with. i've got to come up with everything myself and if i don't do a good job, i get criticised by the teachers. as if it's my fault. they don't even want to help me. they just love to pick on my mistakes there was never once that they praised me for the efforts. eg evoke. wenyi and me had to do everything ourselves and there was not a single time when the teachers voluteered to help us. even after the event, they didn't even say anything nice to us about it. not that i was expecting it. but i have done so many things cn u even like praise the section a little. sometiimes i feel that other teachers appreciate us more. like after duties, when we have done well, they will say thank u. do u even hear that from our teachers?

i really don't know how u guys feel about it lah. just hope that u will be able to face the immense pressure that one of u will eventually face as PA head. it's really not worth the effort to be nice all the time.

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