runaway from reality

Thursday, March 13, 2008 ♥

♥ 3:21 PM

finally, after such a long time, we are talking again. thought that you would be mad at me, perhaps we would have cold war forever. but we broke that. i tried to avoid you, tried to call OCC only in the afternoons when u would hardly be working there. but whenever i called, u would answer the phone. everytime u answered, in my mind i would say "shit" but eventually i realised that on the phone i was just a normal member and u was just the one serving me. until that day, on mon when i called to cancel my court booking. i wondered if i sounded different, if there was anything wrong with my voice. but whenever, u talked there was something different about me, and i couldn't tell the difference, but i always seem to be able to be my true self round you, unlike in school where i have to act happy all the time, even when i'm sad, i don't want to show my weak self. but when i with u, on the phone, i'm able to let my tears fall. i guess u are just someone whom i'm comfortable being with. so far i have only cried one time in sch and that was because i was angry. but in the short 1.5 mth with u, i have cried like 3 times. and all those times, you were there to comfort me. i have enjoyed ur presence, but i was thinking, maybe we shouldn't be together after all. maybe u were meant for someone else, coz sometimes i really don't know what you are thinking. and i get fustrated. i really don't know what i should do now. but thank you for all the happy memories (:

the SMART ONE. ♥

♥ The Lover.

Gets older every second , but most specifically on 23 march
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♥ byebye ; my dear one ;(

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