O level results coming out tmr. i'm scared... although my mom says that it's okay, but i feel that i would really break down if i get a b4. which i super likely. i really scared. tmr i would nt be in a mood to study as well. i'm sure the whole class would nt be, moreover, tmr i still have to say a speech in chinese. actually my results haven't been that great these few time either. although i did improve for my social studies, but i know that i would fail my bio and physics. i really want to do well in my Os.
today i got caught for playing truant at sch actually it's jus maths learning club, and we went out to buy ice popsicles at sheng siong, coz the class is selling it on mon. we bought ALL THE ICE POPSICLES THAT THEY HAD!!!! haha hope that we cn finish selling.
broke up with him on sun night. thought that it would be nothing, thought that i would feel nothing. i really thought that i have no feeling for him, but on mon, i felt so out, so weird, it's as if there's something missing from my life. it was then did i realise i really have feelings for u.. Johnathan, i'm sorry, i love u. i know that i hardly say this words to you, coz i really didn't think that i will fall for u. i'm sorry i tested ur patience, i'm sry i made u keep waiting to go out with me.
u were always there for me. u made me laugh when i was down, when i cry coz i was angry and disappointed with myself. yet when u were sad, i could not do anything for u. last night when u played the guitar for me to hear again, it was then did u really cry. i really miss u. the sound of the guitar reminded me of the first time we met as a couple, the day before i left for taiwan, the time i met u at the mrt station. that afternoon, u played the same songs for me as last night, the romance de armour, anak etc. i gave me the memories. i cried silently, so that u would not know. but really, that was the first time i ever cried for any guy. i didn't know i would be so weak, so helpless. wait for me will u?