runaway from reality

Monday, December 17, 2007 ♥

♥ 9:11 PM

feeling sort of messed up rite now, and it's nt for no reason.
imagine if a guy 6 yrs older than u, jus walked up to u and say that he loved u, u would understand how i actually feel. but he's nt any unknown person, jus someone i treated like a fren, coz the way that he talks it's as if he has a gf, moreover, he has a playboy look on his face.

last fri, i went to book the tennis courts to play at occ, den i saw him there, and he in front of his fren, he jus suddenly say that he lk me lah.. i was like what the hell u joking right? he then walked out from the counter and asked me to look at his face and ask myself whether he joking or not, it was only then that i realised that he was not joking. haiz damn bastard

i knew this guy, coz last time he had an emo hairstyle, den me and my bro make fun of him. actually he's quite funny, but i only treated him as a fren, someone to talk to when i'm bored after my tennis lessons while waiting for my bro to bathe finish. and y i thought that he was joking was because he asked me lots of times whether i liked him or nt, and that was when he was joking.

i'm really messed up inside, i dunno what to do.. coz he said that he will wait for me till i finish my A's.. i really dunno what to do. i really hope what dongran says is true, that the guy would only wait for 6 mths and give up. i really really hope that it's true..

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